Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Update from the street..
so to speak, actually from Kiskdadees in Plymouth Center.. had my sax lesson tonight early (at 430) because I have a County Commissioners meeting to attend at 6:30 (in town, at the old court house). Its still raining. Judging by the other PCs in use around me, things are not looking up for the common folk ( a young lady is helping a 30-ish man fill out an online unemployment application). Things are okay with me: still doing the Itex thing with the guy from Fitchburg; getting better on sax (though Dennis says I play the jazz tunes I am trying to learn now with a total lack of swing, bop, funk, rhythm... in short, I turn all the tunes I am attempting (Miles, Wayne, et al) into cream of wheat (but I like Cream of Wheat!?).
And yet, somehow, I remain unassailable: I continue to live on in lalaland. It's the singer - as Jagger sang some forty years ago, not the song. At least to my ear, eye, ego. What are you up to? I hope you're still painting somewhat regularly. I hope as well, you're going to find some meaningless, low pay job - with good people to assuage your sense of absurdity, so that you can contribute to the 'Sweet Jane-ness' of your situation. By the way, the guy who came to the house yesterday to give us a new phone/internet modem and move the system down into our newfangled basement, knew you from the Mall, from Old Navy to be specific.. He was a short, light-haired young man about your age, medium build, Shanahan, I think. Said to say hi, and congratulations on your up coming nuptials... about 15 months away now. Remember, when I was engaged to your mother I was working seven days a week (weekends at the BC switchboard, weekdays at Jordan Marsh (in their 'Sign Shop')), while going to school full time and pretending to write poetry. Busy-ness has a deafening buzz all of its own: a lovely white noise-ness that tends to drown out the little voice saying that much of what you are doing is meaningless... ("Much of what I say in meaningless, but I say it just to reach you..Julia [Lennon/McCartney]) Get busy man! You'll fee better. Well, off to the County Commissioners (talk about white noise)..
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